The phrases which i thought you knew
This is another new post.
Not unlike the previous one.
Why u might ask? Becoz.....i've...... fucking went to cut my fucking hair. Brilliant eh? marvelous, courageous and utterly downright stupid if you ask me. Argh... but wat the heck, its done and i can't possibly murder the deaf barber, so i'll have to wait a good 1 month i guess.... but guess wat.... school's starting in 4 days.....another cause for joy.
Anyway, you know sometimes when whatever you do everything's just seems so sad? Like the latest book that you read and at the start of the story is a guy and a girl exchanging formalities not akin to stuff like "so how's the weather?", but they are so obviously lovers at some point of their lives. And then in response to a "hows have you been?", the girl lets slip that she has 2 kids, its just devastatingly sad.
Or when you listen to a song like the new, and despite listening to it for the past year and a half or so, it only makes more sense when he sings 'baby, my heart's been breaking, i gave alot to you, i take alot from you too, you slave alot for me, guess you can say i gave you my air, i can't pretend i need to defend some part of me from you, i know i've spent sometime all lying." like today, then you experience such an awkward sense of sadness, you can't seem to place it but you know its nowhere near your heart.
Perhaps its when you log in to MSN and read of people's nicknames for the fun of it, to see who's depressed and who's happy, who's delirious and who's clueless, who's hiding behind masks and who's fucking plain innocent. And then you see something like "why do some people like to walk in and out of your life?", you freeze and do know how to react, just this intense sadness that fills you up nicely, to the brim.
And once again, it sorta repeats itself again when the next song that plays has this in it "love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt. Do you like to hurt? Then hurt me, then hurt me........." And once again, its sadness at work again. Slowly peeling away your resistance, subsituting anger, jealousy and even rage, all thats left is the inevitably floating feeling of sadness.
Heartaches are less painfull than headaches, but then again, they last longer.
Not unlike the previous one.
Why u might ask? Becoz.....i've...... fucking went to cut my fucking hair. Brilliant eh? marvelous, courageous and utterly downright stupid if you ask me. Argh... but wat the heck, its done and i can't possibly murder the deaf barber, so i'll have to wait a good 1 month i guess.... but guess wat.... school's starting in 4 days.....another cause for joy.
Anyway, you know sometimes when whatever you do everything's just seems so sad? Like the latest book that you read and at the start of the story is a guy and a girl exchanging formalities not akin to stuff like "so how's the weather?", but they are so obviously lovers at some point of their lives. And then in response to a "hows have you been?", the girl lets slip that she has 2 kids, its just devastatingly sad.
Or when you listen to a song like the new, and despite listening to it for the past year and a half or so, it only makes more sense when he sings 'baby, my heart's been breaking, i gave alot to you, i take alot from you too, you slave alot for me, guess you can say i gave you my air, i can't pretend i need to defend some part of me from you, i know i've spent sometime all lying." like today, then you experience such an awkward sense of sadness, you can't seem to place it but you know its nowhere near your heart.
Perhaps its when you log in to MSN and read of people's nicknames for the fun of it, to see who's depressed and who's happy, who's delirious and who's clueless, who's hiding behind masks and who's fucking plain innocent. And then you see something like "why do some people like to walk in and out of your life?", you freeze and do know how to react, just this intense sadness that fills you up nicely, to the brim.
And once again, it sorta repeats itself again when the next song that plays has this in it "love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt. Do you like to hurt? Then hurt me, then hurt me........." And once again, its sadness at work again. Slowly peeling away your resistance, subsituting anger, jealousy and even rage, all thats left is the inevitably floating feeling of sadness.
Heartaches are less painfull than headaches, but then again, they last longer.
posted by jin at 10:19 AM
3 Comments:
hey bro, dont so sad lar...life's too short to be busy being sad lar...tt'll be damn sad lar...to sadden yr whole life away...lets focus on the good parts! schools starting again! more chicks! hahah...hair will grow lar...dont worry...at least yr short hair still longer than my long hair mahz...=D
!xobile
heartaches last longer but with friendly friends and happy smiles and better days to come, the heartaches will fizzlepop themselves away and you'll get that heart warming gushy moo moo feeling again and it's aaaaaaaaaaaaalll because of me! er.. ok you! er.. ok and you too la. ok ok. er. ok! fizzlepop! sushi! why isn't there any unagi in singapore now?! OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
you cut your hair?! i wanna see!!!!
~back in sg kerri
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